ver⋅bose   /vərˈboʊs/
–adjective characterized by the use of many or too many words; wordy

mo⋅rose   /məˈroʊs/
–adjective 1. gloomily or sullenly ill-humored, as a person or mood. 2. characterized by or expressing gloom.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

yesterday

i didn't smoke a cigarette. not one. not a puff, not a little cheat. no, i didn't quit or anything like that, but i have been trying to cut back. you see, i much prefer to smoke in social situations. it makes the cigarette more enjoyable for me. i work five days a week normally and smoke either with the other smoker on the clock or because i am stressed out or because i simply need an excuse to get out of there for five minutes. on my time off i try to keep busy with friends and family, which culminates in a cigarette... or eight. i went and ran errands yesterday, but i was by myself, but i was supposed to hang out with hannah for the duration of the afternoon and evening. planning ahead, i even went and bought more cigarettes because i knew i didn't have enough. but hannah's mom rained on our parade, so i kicked it with ella yesterday and ella doesn't smoke. don't get me wrong, i craved a cigarette or two yesterday, but the thought of smoking all alone downstairs did not appeal to me at all. so there!

No comments: